•6/08/2011 11:15:00 PM
Yes, it's been awhile. Well, I DID get stood up. I'm not surprised. Almost 2 weeks ago, I had lunch with Johnny and had a lot of fun. I assume nothing, although we are still talking occasionally. We both work a lot so, that's understandable. I've had a lot of stress lately, and not so much due to things that have happened but I can just handle stress a lot less successfully than I used to. I go to the Lexington Mental Health Center June 14th, so hopefully I will get some answers. Bipolar is a concern, and I KNOW I have Anxiety. So hopefully I will be able to at least get a prescription for that, because lately it has made me a bitter person. I don't like it at ALL.
Chris promised me a pass/ticket, which should be here sometime next week. Yay. And Amber said she can get me one also. I just don't want to have her get only one until I have the pass from Chris in hand, just in case. Then I'll just pay her for that one when I'm in Arizona. I'll be there June 24th (Friday) - June 27th (Monday). Amber wants me to go to David's Bridal with her on Saturday, plus I'm getting a new tattoo on Saturday with my sister also. It's going to be a bit hectic... As long as I get the ticket from her, that's my main concern.
I'm incredibly excited to see my baby boy!!! I already know I'm going to cry when I see him!! Unfortunately, I'll only have one day with him when I get back here before I have to go back to work. That's okay... he can come with, and play with the other kids, but I just really miss him and want as much time alone with him as possible. I already plan on cutting my workouts back to twice a week when he's here. Then he can go to the daycare at the gym and play with other kids too. I know it's hard being in one place a lot, especially at 2 1/2, so he can get some playtime that way too.
I have to find a car seat/booster seat, potty, and get pull-ups for when he gets here. There's a lot to do... just trying to focus on one thing at a time!! It's going to be quite difficult getting up at 7am with him after working until 3am - but it's worth it. It's going to kill me when he goes back with my mom, but I'll just have to keep busting my ass to get him out here.
Chris promised me a pass/ticket, which should be here sometime next week. Yay. And Amber said she can get me one also. I just don't want to have her get only one until I have the pass from Chris in hand, just in case. Then I'll just pay her for that one when I'm in Arizona. I'll be there June 24th (Friday) - June 27th (Monday). Amber wants me to go to David's Bridal with her on Saturday, plus I'm getting a new tattoo on Saturday with my sister also. It's going to be a bit hectic... As long as I get the ticket from her, that's my main concern.
I'm incredibly excited to see my baby boy!!! I already know I'm going to cry when I see him!! Unfortunately, I'll only have one day with him when I get back here before I have to go back to work. That's okay... he can come with, and play with the other kids, but I just really miss him and want as much time alone with him as possible. I already plan on cutting my workouts back to twice a week when he's here. Then he can go to the daycare at the gym and play with other kids too. I know it's hard being in one place a lot, especially at 2 1/2, so he can get some playtime that way too.
I have to find a car seat/booster seat, potty, and get pull-ups for when he gets here. There's a lot to do... just trying to focus on one thing at a time!! It's going to be quite difficult getting up at 7am with him after working until 3am - but it's worth it. It's going to kill me when he goes back with my mom, but I'll just have to keep busting my ass to get him out here.
