Well, it's done. He's been kicked out, his stuff is gone. It's going to be a really hard pregnancy, I'm going to have to go through this alone again by myself. I'm tired of being hurt and it keeps happening and I'm not going to let it happen anymore.

My nausea has gotten a lot worse. The past two days I have thrown up. I feel okay right now, but was pretty sick most of the morning. I need to find a way to make more money. I might also apply for HUD housing (income based). I just need things to start turning around. Nate isn't going to help with this child.. he hasn't helped with any bills since he's been here and he doesn't care of the child he has NOW. I'll do what I have to do.

I finally got some medication for nausea. It helped enough to make it tolerable. It seems to be working so far. I'll be 8 weeks pregnant tomorrow. It's exciting, and I'm just glad I'm almost into the 2nd trimester (4 more weeks). I had one ultrasound, but couldn't see anything but the yolk sac. That was 2 weeks ago. I have a second ultrasound next week. I'll be 9 weeks, and am excited to see the baby.