It's been awhile!  I was having a REALLY hard time that I haven't seen Johnny in awhile.  We have talked a little, and while it sucks I really shouldn't be concerned about our relationship.  So I'm going to use my time to act my age!!  I'm going out with Jenn tonight :)  It's going to be a 2-hour drive, so I made a playlist that's about an hour and a half.  Should last me pretty well.  That's another new thing... my car.  It's not exactly mine yet, but once I save up the money it will be.  For now it's a "loaner".

To get ready for tonight, I did a few things.  New outfit and shoes last night, plus I got my GTL on :)  It was my first ever spray tan and was an odd experience!  It's not a HUGE difference, but for as pale as I was it was good enough for me :)  I think I may stick to beds from now on though.  There's something relaxing about laying down in a tanning bed uninterrupted for 20-30 minutes.  I have to take a shower in a few hours to get any excess left off, but you have to wait 4 hours so I can't get in until 1:30.

I'll post some before and after pics, including my new outfit later - but for now here is the car...












**ETA: Adding the pictures!

How pale I normally am...



The outfit...





The shoes...