It's time.  I'm getting ready to head to airport, and I'm honestly not feeling too confident right now.  I'm a complete mess and woke up feeling like "I don't wanna go!".  I hope all of this is worth it.  I'm having a panic attack about being away from my son for even a day, let alone months.  I know he'll be okay, but it hurts my heart.  Maybe I'll download a movie to watch on the flight, that might calm my nerves.  I still have some last minute packing to do, so I'll update you when I'm in Columbia!