I'm feeling a little better this morning. While I still want nothing to do with Amber, I can't really burn bridges yet. She's my only connection to get tickets for my mom to bring Xander out next month. So, alas, I must put on a facade and be nice and "Friendly". But I still maintain that there is NO WAY I'm getting an apartment with her and her white trash boyfriend. I mean, the girl isn't even divorced yet and already set a wedding date with this kid for November! That's 7 months away. Her divorce may not even be final by then!! Ugh... she's an idiot.

Anyway, I'm feeling better because my mother's day gift to myself was a month of game time. So I played WoW with John and Marcus last night for a bit, then went to bed. Oh, how I missed that game. When the kids I babysit are in bed tonight, I plan on playing again. At least I have something to pass the time now that school will be done with until August!!

So much to do this morning: laundry, cleaning, the last of my homework for the semester, and getting ready for work tonight. Hopefully I can get it all done, and start keeping up with everything - get more of a routine going! I still need to call the mental health center to find out what it would cost for an appointment. I'll probably get dressed, put in a load of laundry, and have breakfast first - then call. I have $100 saved for the car, but that may need to go towards this now. Hopefully it's enough. If it'll make me feel better, more like myself, then it's worth it.