I'm not happy my team lost last night.  Especially to a team that sucks as bad as Green Bay - but that's okay.  We'll be back next year - and they won't.  We've still won more superbowls than them anyway, lol.

Okay, but enough about that.  I've still been able to stick to what I want.  This is day #3 exercising, and I hope I can keep up with it.  I want to lose 20 pounds by the wedding, which is an average of 1.6 lbs per week.  That's a pretty healthy goal.  I just have to keep up with the exercise.  After two weeks, if I'm below my goal even by half a pound I'll change to two workouts a day instead of one.  I think I can do it.  Plus, what I'm doing focuses on my abs - the part that is the biggest problem for me.  My scale will be here anytime between Thursday and next Tuesday.  If I'm 164 or lower this next Saturday (my chosen weigh-in date), or 162 or lower in 2 weeks I will be ecstatic.  That would mean everything was going according to plan.  I just have to keep up with it.  No excuses this time around, I have the house to myself during the day.  This is also why I picked 10am!  If I workout at 10am, I still have time to shower and get ready the days Johnny comes over.

I have to talk to him about wedding stuff today.  It's probably going to be a pain, but it needs to be done.  We have to...

*choose the wedding bands
*choose flavors and set up cake tasting
*set up time to look at ceremony venue, sign contract, and pay deposit

We have to do all of these things today, so that we can...

*order cake
*order wedding bands
*book location

Which we have to do this month!  I may also show him some rings I like, lol.  HINT HINT HINT!  I love that I'm marrying him in a few months, but I want to be able to show it as proud as I am!  I want him to pick the ring, I really do - as long as it's not yellow gold I'm happy!  I did break down a little yesterday morning, because I feel like I'm doing all of this myself and he's just along for the ride!

There is one challenge that I'm not quite sure how to handle just yet.  My Dad.  It is really important to me that he is there, and if he refuses to come I don't know if I can deal with that.  I've already warned Johnny that if my dad were to not show up, I would be an absolute wreck.  I just hope that his denial won't keep him from his daughter's wedding, because honestly - I don't see my sister wanting him there when she gets married.  She hasn't even talked to him in years, except email to ask for money when she needed a car.

3 1/2 months away.  I feel like a very lucky woman.  And in a few hours, I'll see my love again :)