•2/10/2011 01:38:00 AM
It has been a really long day/night. I have spent most of it doing homework and studying, with the exception of breakfast/lunch/dinner and my 30 minute workout. My hand aches from writing, and I have given myself a migraine, but so is the life of a college student during testing times. I have 2 tests tomorrow, and I believe another coming up soon. I know it must be mostly due to PMS, and I keep reminding myself of that, but there are a few things bugging me. For one, the fact that Johnny will be gone for something like 2 weeks between now and the summer. The first, a week-ish in April for a concert. Again in June, just weeks after we're married, for another concert. If he doesn't call or text me while he's gone, it's going to cause some serious problems. I want him to have fun and spend time with his friends, but I need to be a priority. He wants to marry me, so I should come first at some point, right? I know I'm likely worrying for nothing, but the days we don't talk SUCK - today being one of them - and makes me wonder if I've crossed his mind at ALL during the day. I'm sure I have... but it would be nice to see that! I have a few things to talk to him about on Saturday, some more pleasant than others.
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