•2/06/2011 07:18:00 PM
So, I may be exaggerating a little. I talked to Johnny, and he's coming over tomorrow instead of tonight being that he's really tired. We didn't have set plans for tonight, it was most likely Monday but he would try for tonight too. He apologized, and I don't think he needed to! He said he was sorry about tonight, but was just really tired. That's okay by me! That is so sweet... It's not exactly chocolate and flowers kinda sweet, but it still melted my heart a little. I've never been with a truly kind and considerate person, so it's still new to me. It was good to hear from him though.
I hope he's okay with the wedding location I chose. I know he's not a fan of Easley, and the location isn't really far from there. We will see. Once I find out if he's okay with that, I have to make arrangements for a few things next weekend. Since we're going to Greenville to meet up with Jenn, I'll have to set up a cake tasting so we can order our wedding cake and also I want to go see the ceremony venue in person. On top of that, this month we also need to choose and order our wedding bands. He still needs to buy my ring too, but that's completely on him and I'm not going to even worry about it.
I still can't believe that in just over a month I'll be telling my dad to take a few days off, although not giving a reason why yet, and in 2 months I'll be sending out invitations. In 3 1/2 months, I'll be a Mrs. and can finally call him my husband. I can't believe it. It's still all so very surreal! I'm a very happy woman, and what's even better is it shows that I really do make him happy. It's the best feeling in the world (aside from being a mother of course!). After these next two cycles, I'll also be going off of my birth control. We don't officially start TTC until after the wedding, so hopefully my body will be back to normal by then.
Amongst all this happiness though, I've become quite frustrated. I was very good friends with this girl for a long time, but we had a BAD falling out. Regardless of the problems, she was going through a lot so I was there for her. I'm frustrated because I'm watching her go through what I went through over 2 years ago. Her daughter is a week old, and her boyfriend just left her out of nowhere. Men can be so frustrating sometimes. I can't thank God enough that I was so blessed for Johnny to come into my life. I only hope she can have the same happiness someday, and get through everything in one piece.
I hope he's okay with the wedding location I chose. I know he's not a fan of Easley, and the location isn't really far from there. We will see. Once I find out if he's okay with that, I have to make arrangements for a few things next weekend. Since we're going to Greenville to meet up with Jenn, I'll have to set up a cake tasting so we can order our wedding cake and also I want to go see the ceremony venue in person. On top of that, this month we also need to choose and order our wedding bands. He still needs to buy my ring too, but that's completely on him and I'm not going to even worry about it.
I still can't believe that in just over a month I'll be telling my dad to take a few days off, although not giving a reason why yet, and in 2 months I'll be sending out invitations. In 3 1/2 months, I'll be a Mrs. and can finally call him my husband. I can't believe it. It's still all so very surreal! I'm a very happy woman, and what's even better is it shows that I really do make him happy. It's the best feeling in the world (aside from being a mother of course!). After these next two cycles, I'll also be going off of my birth control. We don't officially start TTC until after the wedding, so hopefully my body will be back to normal by then.
Amongst all this happiness though, I've become quite frustrated. I was very good friends with this girl for a long time, but we had a BAD falling out. Regardless of the problems, she was going through a lot so I was there for her. I'm frustrated because I'm watching her go through what I went through over 2 years ago. Her daughter is a week old, and her boyfriend just left her out of nowhere. Men can be so frustrating sometimes. I can't thank God enough that I was so blessed for Johnny to come into my life. I only hope she can have the same happiness someday, and get through everything in one piece.
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